oh wells.
t0morrow's sch0ol starting..
in ar0und 6 h0urss m0ree ler.
sian 3/4.
w0ndering what will happen in 2oo5.

let's see, bef0re 2oo4 ended, tragic happened.
innocent lives were killed by the tidal waves,
killing hundreds after thousands of people.
it is really heart wrenching to see this tragedy happening,
especially to those who have lost their loved ones.
now its all a waiting game,
upset,
fustrating
for those who have no idea whatsoever happened to their family members and friends.
no matter wht religion,
race n nationality.
everyone's praying hard for those who are yet to be found n those who are lost.

in a nutshell, i'm just glad singapore isn't badly hit.
with such a small area, anything as gigantic as that tidal wave can be enough to kill us twice.
weirdly, i havent been able to sleep lately. i mean after i finished playing maple nahs..

i kept thinking that i would awake in oceans of water you know.
anyhow, blessings are everywhere around you.
you just need to realise their prescence.
when the reports came out on the wave incident, i felt this tinge of 'xing fu-ness' despite the sad situation.

first of all, im glad for where and what i am now.

secondly, im glad others are beginning to cherish their lives more,
and live life to the fullest.
so, catch the blessings around you.
count your blessings. count what you have,
not what you dun have.
for human greed is never enough.
and for things that you have and love,
just one is enough to fill your heart up with warmth that what you dun have can never replace.
so..?

i say count your blessings, and live life to the fullest today.
hees.

find yourself submerged in this pool of soaked furniture and floating debris.
is nature unleashing its fury against us..?
or is it mankind, who deserve to suffer huhs..?
i don't kn0w.
i mean we are all veryy xingfu lehs..

kayys crapping.
anywayy, mie's suffering fr0m ins0mnia again.
sian 3/4.

t0dayy went to the clinic with muh dad.
checkup again.
my alergicness.
sad to sayy, i have to be under medication everydayy ler..
to prevent the alergic stuffs..
the d0ct0r said that if i didn't recover between these two years,
i'd have m0re tr0uble when i'm 0lder.
applying the medicine fer many years ler bahs..
ab0ut 5 years liaos..
haiss..
h0pe can rec0ver s0on.
if n0rt i g0nna die sia..
everydayy having medication.
eeks.
*pukess*
=((

g0od night..!
sleep tight t0dayy yahs..~

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